Im starting to really like the effects of Java. If i know enough about it can I write script my self? Or will i go insane first?

Firstly... do you mean Javascript or Java as they are totally different languages. Javascript operates natively clientside in a browser environment and is easy to learn. Java on the other hand is a compiled language that requires a run time environment to be present in the viewing application before it can work. Javascript is a loosely typed scripting language, whereas Java is an exact typed programming language.

Whichever one you meant, you can learn if you try hard enough.

JavaScript, I want to learn how to make things such as a clock or something like that.